Boots and Boys

*Responses*
Isla-Sorry about your breakup (his loss!) But i'm glad you know how the whole jealousy think feels... Ooo it's infuriating!
Sarah- Karma will get her...and if she just so happens to touch him in the process then Karma is going to come in the form of my foot up her ass. Lmao
Gem-Ugh! You're so right! Complaining about her just creates the "don't you trust me?" argument..She's not worth it! Thanks 
Ava- Hahaha We think alike! (evil laugh)
Lost in Space- You should try it, but be careful it gets huge and sticky! p.s- did you get ur name from the song?
Billie Jean- Is not my lover! Sorry I had to do that! Thanks girly! I wouldn't kill Ty if he cheated on me but I'd get revenge one way or another.

So today wasn't the greatest food day, or exercise day to be honest.

I've had about 600-700 Calories! (sorry! I'll explain!)
Oatmeal for the morning. Rice cake and half an apple for lunch,
Got home and had a 1/2 cup of low fat cottage cheese and half a rice cake..
Then I had a poptart....The culprit of instant pastries! 
I walked a shit ton, and up all the stairs possible (no gym today, but super gym tomorrow!)

FUCK POPTARTS

-I wouldn't have had the poptart or AKA 400 calories! had the following situation not happened:

I got home early so I could clean the apartment extra special for Tyler, but he didn't get home till 4pm, with bags from lunch and he handed me a box. It was sushi, just for me! But who did he get sushi with at lunch time? Guess... (to be fair all his co-workers were there but...) Well that made me sad so I ate a pop tart to make me happier, which it only makes me sad cause now I want to purge but he's here and I know he missed me all day. 

He is great and I'm a whale!

 This is what my tummy and thighs look like for now..well this was a while ago about so 5lbs heavier that I am now..  I want them to be like 3inches smaller and my waist also three inches smaller.. If I lose another 15-20 pounds I'll be fkn ESTATIC! (don't you love those boots!) 

I have a long way to go, but I'm gonna get there!

On a positive note I had a fuckin RAD hair today. It was a beautiful mess. 

Back to the Bullshit.

So I'm back in Virginia...

Oregon was AMAZING but I swear to god it sucked. The first day I got home the weather was like having your first kiss with a cigarette smoker...just not pleasant at all.

Then it got sunny and hot and I spent the first three days naked tanning in my back yard.. Which in Oregon you can do because no one really complains. Besides my neighbors are legit about it.. One neighbor is a gay male couple, flamers... then there is a retired couple behind me and my friend to the other side of me..but he's an 19 year old hotty in the 21st century I'm sure he's seen many of naked women before.. 

So whatever.

My mom was great and then again she wasn't. 

She said I was too skinny..then the next week she bought me a shirt size XL becuase she "thought it would fit" I'm a small/medium....So its obvious that I purged that day. 

Actually I purged almost every single day.
I went jogging often but I missed the comfort of the gym.

Oh it's been a year since Michael Jackson died... R.I.P. I seriously talked about him everywhere I went. If he was an STD I infected like a billion people.

So I found out none of my "guy friends" are actually friends... 

Like if I had nuts, they'd want my nuts. I'm pissed because now I have no guy friends really. :( 

Oh so my husband and I are separated and I'm moving out... Or at least I'm pretty sure that I am... I'll be moving in with Ty. I'm prolly make a huge fucking mistake. Fuck I'm so stupid.

FML.

I saw Family and friends and shit and got fat... I'm in a shitty mood so imma write later.