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Apr 8, 2011

Back on Track..

Things are finally settling back to how they are supposed to be.
...I'm going to the gym every other day.
...I'm eating healthy calories <800 a day no exceptions

I realize the other day how much time I spend reading thinspo... If I spent that amount of time on studying I'd be a genius.
Good news, I'm not craving, binging, purging or freaking out.
I have one month till my Ana-versary from my relapse...Where I was 157 pounds and 5'7.
I'm somewhere in the 120's right now and I have to be 117 by May 7th in order to claim that I've rid my skeleton of fat grossness Satan 40 pounds.

According to losertown, if I continue to eat <800 calories a day and work out 1-3 times a week I will be 117.2 pounds on May 7th... I'm currently averaging 690 calories and working out 3-5 times a week. 
So we'll see.

I got my bikini ordered... this is the top I bought

And this is the bottom.. I have a nautical star tattoo on my shoulder blade 
So I thought this would accent it ;)

Apr 4, 2011

I'm okay

Hey everyone,

I'm feeling well thanks for all the well wishes. I had to go to the ER because I was dying in pain. My period came and along with it my Dysmenorreah and it knocked me off my feet. They almost decided to do a surgery but opted out..

  • I have A's in every class EXCEPT the one I'm failing..lmao
  • I'm dark and tan now! yay for sun and sprays!
  • Ty thinks I'm not skinny so I'm driven to be sickly.
  • I got my PT unity bracelet in the mail! 159/200!