I'm on the pursuit of happiness and
I know everything that shine
aint always gonna be gold.
I'll be fine once I get it...I'll be good.
Quick Update:
-Because of my mother I'm going to conseling..my first session is in a hour.
-I've kept it under 800 cals! yay
-I'm still having huge troubles trusting tyler.
-I lost my real life ana buddy. We split apart because of others just like Wintergirls.
-I'm a liar. I lie to everyone.. I told my mom I'm eating again.
- I sprained my foot running..then continued to run on it because I know I'm fat.
The quote on the top is from the Pursuit of Happiness by Kid Cudi. It's my favorite song of the decade probably... I have it on repeat all day...Its how I feel about being skinny and thin..I'll be fine once I get it. today is national pancake day and IHOP gives free pancakes... I FUCKING LOVE pancakes...but I'm not going... I'm having rice cakes, tea, coffee, and sweet potatoe today. Thats it. That all I deserve.
-Swim season is approaching.
-I have no clue why I'm so depressed all the time..Prolly because *Lena* left me. Now I have no friends. Which is okay I guess. I'm just living my life. I miss drugs and alcohol.
According to losertown.org I will be 112 by May 7th. So I will meet my 40lb mark...
Do you ever feel like you are the only person awake in the room?
I do.
