Back on Track..

Things are finally settling back to how they are supposed to be.

...I'm going to the gym every other day.

...I'm eating healthy calories <800 a day no exceptions

I realize the other day how much time I spend reading thinspo... If I spent that amount of time on studying I'd be a genius.

Seriously.

Good news, I'm not craving, binging, purging or freaking out.

I have one month till my Ana-versary from my relapse...Where I was 157 pounds and 5'7.

I'm somewhere in the 120's right now and I have to be 117 by May 7th in order to claim that I've rid my skeleton of fat grossness Satan 40 pounds.

According to losertown, if I continue to eat <800 calories a day and work out 1-3 times a week I will be 117.2 pounds on May 7th... I'm currently averaging 690 calories and working out 3-5 times a week. 

So we'll see.

I got my bikini ordered... this is the top I bought

And this is the bottom.. I have a nautical star tattoo on my shoulder blade 

So I thought this would accent it ;)