Things are finally settling back to how they are supposed to be.
...I'm going to the gym every other day.
...I'm eating healthy calories <800 a day no exceptions
I realize the other day how much time I spend reading thinspo... If I spent that amount of time on studying I'd be a genius.
Good news, I'm not craving, binging, purging or freaking out.
I have one month till my Ana-versary from my relapse...Where I was 157 pounds and 5'7.
I'm somewhere in the 120's right now and I have to be 117 by May 7th in order to claim that I've rid my skeleton of
fat grossness Satan 40 pounds.
According to losertown, if I continue to eat <800 calories a day and work out 1-3 times a week I will be 117.2 pounds on May 7th... I'm currently averaging 690 calories and working out 3-5 times a week.
So we'll see.
I got my bikini ordered... this is the top I bought
And this is the bottom.. I have a nautical star tattoo on my shoulder blade
So I thought this would accent it ;)