The world is a fucked up place

As the title says; the world IS a fucked up place.

I dont really feel like explaining why that is but just take my word for it...
Still dancing and so excited to start my next semester!
I dont know if I mentioned it you all last time but I had to take a trip to Los Angeles to see my Nana who was ill.. Turns out she's doing alright and the trip was AMAZING!

 I fucking hated sluggishly dragging my feet on the return flight knowing coming home
    would suck more than a pineapple up the ass.... but I digress.

The trip was a success because my poppa was there and he gave me a gift. It was a brand new deck of california novelty playing cards, now that seems really lame to most people but my dad has never given me a gift in my life. So, finally, at 20 years old this little monster got her first gift from her daddy. Secondly one of my favorite people in the whole wide world met up with me in LA. An old flame, so to speak, We'll call him Noah. I've known Noah longer than almost any guy that I still talk to, we never dated but he was my first love. We rambled around hollywood; having dinner, seeing sites and catching up. It was one of the best nights in years.

Anyways I've been reading your blogs and am soon to comment on all of yours!
Here's some pics, funny pics and pics of Momma Monster herself, moi :)
Talk to you ravenous beauties later! xoxoxoxo

New Pics of Me

99th Post

Welcome Little Monsters to the 99th Post!

News Flash-Me!

- It is six days till the start of the 30 day fast!

-It is exactly one week till summer!

-My boyfriend comes home tomorrow from his sea trail!

-It's 52 days until my 20th birthday! ( freaking out! )

- And I love all of you

Today is going to be a special post it's the 99th post! 

I'll make my 100th post on the first day of the 30 day fast which will include a video.

Today's issue of mind-blowing glittery eating disordered post will include:

my favorite thinspo just for you, a link to my thinspo tumblr, and one new picture of moi. 

But first... the bad news (optional)

-I have been so terribly lonely lately that all I can do is cry. Ty is always out to sea ( he's in the Navy) I'm beginning to hate the tides for stealing him from me. My family is in crumbles and I'm 3,000 miles away from anyone I know. I don't have any friends other than *Lena and she's too busy for me. So everyday I just sit here and remember the life I once had. I was happy. I had literally hundreds of friends...there were people who wanted to be me. All that has faded...I have faded.

The Link to My Tumblr 

http://pixiestix014.tumblr.com/

New Picture of Me

Bitchin' Thintastic Thinspo!

A fresh breath of air.

I know sucked at posting and so much has happened. So here's a newsflash section loves!

NEWS-FLASH ME!

-Tyler and I are on rocks right now. I found out that he sent out dirty pics of himself to some sluts. I told him I was leaving him. I took out my lipstick and wrote on the mirror "You don't fucking love me! I'm not your bitch, FUCK YOU!" ripped up his favorite pic of us and left the bracelet he gave me and hopped on a plane. I came back though,We are together. kind of. I told that I love him even though he doesn't deserve it and that I will not believe him when he says he loves me. He's trying everyday for the past three weeks to be great but my heart is broken fine.

-I almost have a super sexy 4 pack abs! Too bad its covered with a blanket of chub. FML
-I've had my first public restroom binge/purge...
-I ordered some high waisted vintage denim shorts from australia ;)
-I have a new Thinspo Journal!
-My spring break is one Month away and I will be 115 by then. <800 cals a day!

Thin Talk

Okay so I've binge/purged too much, worked out too much, too many diet pills and too many laxatives. But fuck the world because they are working. Lmao. SO there is this AMAZING girl in some of my classes: I don't know her name, my ana friend and I hate her/love her. 

We call her: the goddess.

She is size 00. Big brown eyes. Always is with a water bottle and coffee. Tons of eye makeup. I love her. You can see every little bone. She is cute! I wanna shake her and scream "TEACH ME YOUR WAYS!" I wish I could put her in my pocket. She cannot weigh more that 85 lbs.. 

Thinspo for My Little monsters!