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Sep 25, 2010

Thin Bones

The starve bone's connected the thin bone.
And the thin bone's connected to me. ;)

I wieghed myslef this morning and guess what?!?!?!
I lost 8lbs these last couple weeks!
YES YES YES YES YES! I decided that since my hip bones were making a lovely return and my ribs were starting to show that I should get on the scale of death.

This loss is good but I want more.. I always want more... I know that once I hit 120 I'll be great, and 115 I'll be lovely but imagine me at 95! At 95 pounds I'll be perfect! I'll have mastered control, food will be nothing to me. I'll look good in everything!

I'm gonna get to october 21st and i'll be 120...better yet 115. but by the new year I WILL be 115 and no one can stop me.

I'm gonna try to water fast soon. I can't untill after monday because I have a statistics test. I want to beat my water fast record of 11 days and go for 20 days!
Unfortunately I'm going to have to eat this weekend to get this stupid studying done but I have A's in all my classes so i'm not too worried. :)
I've been monster mashing all weekend... yum yum yum ;) Well i gtg study. love you all!

Where did my followers go? I feel so alone now :(


  1. Congrats! I already know you can do it <3 Good luck :)

  2. well done!!!!!!
    hahaha scales of death, that made me laugh
    good luck for tests

  3. congratulations girl!! you'll definitely be there on NYE! so many of us have goals for new years...can't wait to read about us all reaching them xx

  4. yeyyyy for the loss!!!!!! thats great! im jealous! :) xoxoxoxoxoxooxox

  5. Congrats! It sounds like you're doing well :)

    A Diva Cup is a menstrual cup (see pictures and description here: I'm a huge fan, because I've always hated tampons, but the Diva Cup is so much easier. I only have to change it once or twice a day, and it's so comfortable that I forget that it's in. I love it!! It also saves you money in the long-run because you aren't constantly buying tampons. I definitely recommend it.

  6. Congrats on the weight loss!!!!!

    Screw the others for abandoning you. I'm still here, comrade!!


    Did you find that fortune cookie pic online, or did you actually get that fortune? Because I have the exact same one saved from a few months ago (I always save my fortunes). Weird.

  7. I'm glad you're so happy!
    But really, I hate statistics as well! It's horrible! :)