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Aug 22, 2011

Controlled

Some things were meant to be controlled...




but not me.

Ty and I officially broke up. We were faking happiness..me more than him.
As the summer dwindles to a halt the bitterness of forgotten memories accompanies the frigid bite from winter which slowly creeps in.

One year and 7 months....gone
We had a good run. I love him so much.

I'm thinking of moving...maybe florida or New York.. I need to up-root

I cannot be chained or harnessed...Tyler learned that.
And I, I cannot change others...even if it is for the better. I learned that.

                                 I'm gonna marry the night and make love to the stars.
I've given up on earthly items...I'm living my life now.

6 comments:

  1. I'm sorry about the break up. Even when you know it's the right thing, break ups are painful. I hope everything works out for you babe

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  2. Sorry about the break up... but sounds like it didn't end too bad? Thats good. Good luck up-rooting :-) Starting all over is fun sometimes!
    <3

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  3. I'm so sorry you two broke up. Break ups are always really hard even if it is something you have to do. I know I put off breaking up with my ex for a while because I wanted to but didn't? Make sense?
    At leats you two didn't end on a sour note though. xx

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  4. I hope you're okay, a fresh start sounds good - I love being free to hop from one place to another xx

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  5. Aww! I hope everything works out for you, love. Florida sounds nice! Especially since it's going to be winter soon. Chin up <3

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  6. I'm so sorry about the break-up, but it's good that you got out of an unhappy situation. I'm glad that you realize that you can't be controlled :) Be happy as a single girl! I'm enjoying it, and I know you can too.

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