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Sep 6, 2011

You won't believe this...

When I chose this title I was aiming it at those who have followed my blog for quite some time.
The ones who know why I started a blog..sat at thier screen and saw me pour my heart out about my anorexia, cutting, self abuse, mental abuse, relationships and school...

Well, you truly wont believe this... I love my body. For the first time in my life I love it! It has flaws but it also has areas of perfection that I could not be anything more than greatful for!

My arms are sculpted and slender, my legs have no cellulite and tons of definition, I have ABS! And I still have big tits and ass!

I will never fit a size 1 but the girls who can fit a size one will prolly never fill out a 36D bra like I can...

Pole dancing saved my life...


-I am still pole dancing and I love every second of it
-I have more friends! Granted they are pole dancers too
-I took a random road trip to georgia with Lena
-Tyler and I broke up, we still love each other but its over.
-I started my second year of university!
-I'm starting to be happier and happier
-I miss all of you!
-Yesterday I ate french fries and didnt think twice about it
-I made some bitch jealous..hahahaha suck it whore!


  1. And you are as beautiful as the starlet you've come to see in the mirror! <3
    Wow. Sexy. A 36D bra. ^__^
    I'm glad you're so positive. This post made my day, just to let you know.
    I'm glad you're happy! You deserve it. After all of deserve every drop of happiness life can offer! <3 <3
    I'm hoping you much more happiness in the near future, my darling. ^__^

  2. i'm so glad that you're happy :) xo.

  3. Yay! Hugs for you! I'm so glad for you. Stay lovely <3

  4. Wow congrats..that's truly a gift to be able to look in the mirror and love yourself. You deserve it girl, never look back.

  5. im so happy that you are happy. its such a big difference from your blog posts 3 or 4 months ago. stay this way. xo

  6. Happy for you. I'm a new viewer, what a nice post to first read. Keeping loving it girl.

  7. I'm so glad for you! That's great. I hope this keeps up. I also hope that you will love your body no matter what, even if it doesn't look like it does now. <3

  8. Hope everything is still going your way <3

  9. im glad to read this post!
    too much energy into getting to a certain size is life wasting. If you get to sexy, which you are at now, enjoy it! Im a size 4, have a great body, wouldnt change a thing. A new year is approaching and time to focus on more important things, like university!!!
    ps you should post a vid of your new dancing moves!!

  10. I've just installed iStripper, so I can watch the sexiest virtual strippers on my desktop.