Hello little monsters!
I've just finished reading so many of your blogs!
Today has been kinda blah..this whole summer has.
-My brother knocked up an idiot and she's keeping the
demon seed baby.
-My moms pill addiction remains a terrifying steady high. Though no matter how doped she was she didn't forget to mention how skinny I was... all the fucking time.
I love her, still.
happyish okay with my weight but I want to do an experiment...
I want to do a 30 day fast
I want to do it for a self discovery thing..ish
Its not even about weight really although hell, who am I kidding, its a bonus.
I watched this lady on youtube do a 40 day fast and she did it to bring herself closer to God which I can respect but this fast will not be about God.
I want to see how the body works and responds to the withdrawls of food and learn how to reset my metabolism and cravings. I heard that after prolonged fasts the person can change, in their favor, how they eat and how they view eating.
So starting June 20th I will embark on such a fast and VLOG it everyday. I am calorie/fat restricting till the 15th then doing a proper preparation for 5 days. The fast till the 20th of July. I have people that will be helping me along the way but you all can help me.
Well little monsters here is some kick ass thinspo...
P.S- I miss you all.