I tossed on my once lose size 7 hollister jeans...I mention hollister because they are of few brands that use pure denim instead of spandexy shit...The legs are still loosy but I looked in the mirror and my ass had grown. I mean nicki minaj lookin shit... Nothing against NM but for me it's not fkn okay!
So I've had 500 ish calories to day..
Sip of coffee-5 cals
2 Red magic pills- 0 cals
Master Cleanse 25 cals
Special K bar- 90 cals
A lick of pumpkin batter- 100 cals
Oatmeal- 100 cals.
So it's obvious that I'm not eating anymore today.
I'm going jogging tonight untill my ass is gone. 5-10 miles seems like a good estimate.
Ty's mom is coming over tomorrow night so I've been baking...in preparation. Which means food in the house. Fuck.
I think I need to commit to running every fuckin day like a fat ass such as myself should.
I'm also drinking master cleanse all night tonight and tomorrow until his mom gets here then I'll nibble something. Once she leaves I'm master cleansing again. I love the taste of this crap.
Im so fkn huge.
So fkn fat.
I told ty today that I was so sorry that I was fat. And cried..no I bawled.
Size 5 is nice..its tight. I want size three.
I wanna be 34-24-35...I'm 35-25-37.5 EW