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Oct 11, 2010

Lies... sorry

 Sorry I haven't commented.. I'm busy hurting myself and crying.
My gut was right
Tyler was lieing....  I'm leaving him now... I've cried all my fluids out. I cant do this anymore... I'll write you all later.. I'm sorry for not commentin..



I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Eminem Love The Way You Lie lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/eminem-love-the-way-you-lie-lyrics.html
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

9 comments:

  1. whatt??? how did this happen?????
    hun I'm so sorry, hugs hugs hugs.
    love you xoxoxox

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  2. oh darling i'm so so so sorry like you wouldn't believe...my heart is aching for you right now. we're here for you whenever you need us.
    love you xx

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  3. Im so sorry girl, I know what this feels like and it doesnt feel good. But believe me when I say it will get easier to handle, even if right now it doesnt feel like it. Lean on all of us for support cause we'll be more than happy to lend some. xoxox

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  4. I'm sorry, luv!! :-* Remember to breathe. We're all here if you need us!
    XoXoXoXoXoX

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  5. oh no! I'm so sorry for you! *big hugs* You don't deserve this. We're here for you- anything you need just ask, if you need to vent don't hold back!! I'm so sorry you're hurting xxxxxxxxxxx

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  6. Omg boo! This is the worst!
    hughughug
    Yes, breathe. We are definitely here for you hun.
    <3<3<3

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  7. Darling he doesnt deserve you at all! And you dont need him. *hugs*

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  8. Oh babe. I don't know what happened, but you're better than this! You can make it through and be strong. We're all here for you. Be strong.
    <3

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  9. oh nooooooooo fuck men can be cruel... i hate them! Fuck him babe come and move in with me!!!! Im here for you if there is anything you need babe.... xoxoxoxoxo

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