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Aug 23, 2010

I'd Rather Be A Rockstar.

Would you rather be a Billionaire, or a Rockstar?
It's an honest question. I thought about it all day, and decided I'd rather be a rockstar. Rockstars have a way of life that is in your face amazing. Legendary. Sure being a Billionaire you could do whatever the fuck you wanted but who quotes billionaires? Or has t-shirts of them, or posters. Billionaires are like the material that makes them famous... Paper. Easy to crumple and throw away. Rockstars on the other hand are made of glam and glitter...  
Glitter is almost impossible to get rid of! LMAO.

Anyways, sorry for being gone so long. I'm back! I had my period and gained weight... I didn't take lida while on my period. I also registered for classes! Fuck I'm so excited! Good news: I can still see my hip bones! Bad news: My stomach isn't flat! I'm fasting.. juice fasting today, water fasting for the rest of the week.. While on lida.. I know it's not smart.. 
But I don't give a fuck.
I bought some new clothes.. new shoes most importantly. I don't deserve them because I'm a fat little fuck.
Here are the shoes:

Do you like them? Well If you don't go fuck your couch.. he he he
(My Life Update: Start Univ in one week, my bf still rocks!, My ex is a faggot, I might start smoking, I'm not eating, I'm going to start going to a support group, Dinner for Schmucks was great, I'm a broke college student and spent the last of my money on boots...yea I'm a little monster.)


  1. do u like gaga? Cos she would be very proud of your usage of 'little monster' :P
    also I would defs be a rockstar. I love that Rhianna song, so that's probs why, and it just seems so hardcore, you could still be a loser with all that money hahahah.
    Boots are so cute- I can never wear boots that length-my calves/ankles r too big ha
    happy you are back!!!!!!!!!!!!

  2. I love those boots
    I would rather be a billionare I think
    I'd just do whatever I want =]
    I'd get plastic surgery haha