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Jan 27, 2011

Sorry I've been missing...

I'm sorry for being gone! On day ten of my fast I found out that my Grandma died.. So I broke the fast and flew 3000 miles home for the funeral.

-Got shitty drunk and threw up redvines and vodka outside a cold and cheap hotel while my brother held my hair back.

-Ate some chinese food.

All my friends back home exploded on my for being "too skinny" And my mother tried to have a sit down with me...she thinks i need help. psh. My best friend had the audacity to see me and say "eat much?" then continued to tell me its ok to be a healthy weight and I need to start eating...She's just jealous.

Yep I said it and I'm a bitch.

I missed you all. I'm gonna start another fast just because...I'm fat...if I can beat the 120 threshold I know I can make it to 110.

Oh newsflash Ty gave me permission to vomit if i want to! Score. I got to go... the gym is calling my name!

Think thin, be thin!


  1. Damn girl. I have been so worried where you were! lad you are 'okey'. I am so so sorry to hear about your Grandma, and ofcourse you had to break the fast.. Hope you are okey, darling. <3

  2. Hi, I'm Emma.
    I'm so glad you're back! I've been reading your blog, and I love it. I'm sorry to hear about your Grandma. :(

  3. Oh no hon, im so sad to hear about you grandma. Im sending all my love and best wishes to you and your family <3 im here for you doll !

  4. hihi...i had just started *following* you then bam you were gone...funny thing was that even though i had just started i was worried when you didn't post and now i'm glad to see you're ok.

    so sorry that you lost your gramma, dealing with death is so very difficult. i know first hand and truly feel for you. big hugs!!!

  5. glad to hear you're ok - i missed you! i'm so so sorry about your grandma. ill be thinking of you and your family. stay strong xx

  6. oh my! im sorry about your grandmother and hope you are feeling alright. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
    good luck with your fast.

    stay lovely. <3

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  8. I am so sorry to hear about your grandmother. My condolences.

    And good luck with your fast. I just begun a fast as well. So keep holding on.

  9. Aw, I'm sorry about your grandma. :[

  10. I've been looking at your blog every day, i'm so happy that you are back!!
    I start to think that something bad had happend to you!
    Sad to hear about your grandma :(

  11. Sorry about your Grandma sweets, thats a good reason to break a fast. Take what your friends said as a compliment! Obviously your looking thin and delicious and everyone is noticing!

  12. hey gorgeous girl,
    hope you are ok and hope to hear from you soon
    just letting you know i nominated you for the honest scrap award! head to my blog to check it out
    stay strong xx