Sticks and Bones

Sticks and Bones create my thrown high away from the floor.

It sit up here, high and clear...To starve myself some more.

So I'm sitting in bed, skipping Sociology class which started 6 mins ago.
I decided not to go since I have a fed ex package coming any second now and
I have a dental appointment soon. If you've been here since the first posts you
should now how much I love the dentist.
My dentist has the warmest hands.
Yea it's sexy.. lmao
I know I'm sick. Whatever.

I don't know how I did on my Statistics test but I don't care really since I have good grades.
Back to the dentist... So I'm having my four front teeth completely restored. Bye bye $350 bucks
( I have FANFUCKINGTASTIC dental insurance!) I have nearly fucked my four front teeth on the back because thats what purging does. 

Thin Talk
-I'm down to 133lbs.
-I have 17 more pounds to lose till I can look at my nude body and not hate it completely.
-I'm starting a fast tomorrow Tyler is gonna let me!
-Went and got a spray tan..love it! I look skinnier! he he he
-Ate a lot these last two days... since my test and all. UGG!

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Btw Mich I just found it online.. I usually keep my fortunes too but the chinese foor here is shit so I never eat it anymore..Probably for my own good.
B-May I might propose to you!  lmao

Billie Jean-you are so fkn brave by getting on the scales every day and posting body pics.. you're my thinspiration so I'm giving you, and my lovely little monsters here a mini treat.. I pic of me. :) I straightened my hair but this it me, yesterday :)

I'm leaving on a jet plane.

No literally I'm leaving on a Jet Plane... 
 I'm heading to Oregon in a couple hours.
Oregon is home. Where my family, friend,s and a no sales tax policy lives. AKA Best place on EARTH.

I packed all my crap that I doubt I'll need for the next three weeks...

And even though I pack far too much shit I just know that I'll probably forget the ONE thing I need.

Well as long as I got nickers and heels I'll live.

I broke my fast and restriction because my husband wanted to order pizza. I had two slices last night... I had a rice cake and a strawberry for breakfast, steamed salmon on rice for lunch and then pizza for dinner.
I almost couldn't eat the fkn pizza be cause the calories but I napkin proofed the top for grease.

Like that helps at all..psh.

I don't know how well having an ED and going home for three weeks is gonna play.  

My mom is anti-mental when it comes to me.. And that mixed with her southern cooking its gonna suck ass. 

But.. Yes BUT..

I will be jogging every morning and night and only eating dinner...or some dinner. I also downloaded the Insanity Workout by that sexy ass black man Shane T or whatever.. It's supposed to be the best workout. I'll start it when I get back. :)

I miss Ty... SO damn MUCH

I hear that its next to impossible to sneak food onto a plane..but I need to have a rice cake for a 11hr flight.. So if you see a bitchy woman on the news who punched out a security guard for not letting her take a rice cake onto a plane and she is wearing FABULOUS snake skin Gianni Bini pumps.. 

That's me! I'll try to wave to you if I get the chance....