Sorry I've been missing...

I'm sorry for being gone! On day ten of my fast I found out that my Grandma died.. So I broke the fast and flew 3000 miles home for the funeral.

-Got shitty drunk and threw up redvines and vodka outside a cold and cheap hotel while my brother held my hair back.

-Ate some chinese food.

All my friends back home exploded on my for being "too skinny" And my mother tried to have a sit down with me...she thinks i need help. psh. My best friend had the audacity to see me and say "eat much?" then continued to tell me its ok to be a healthy weight and I need to start eating...She's just jealous.

Yep I said it and I'm a bitch.

I missed you all. I'm gonna start another fast just because...I'm fat...if I can beat the 120 threshold I know I can make it to 110.

Oh newsflash Ty gave me permission to vomit if i want to! Score. I got to go... the gym is calling my name!

Think thin, be thin!

Vlog-Fast day 8 & Recap of 6-7

Hey Girls! My computer was down on the day of the fast day 6, and day 7 I was really sick but here's the day 8 video for today! Thank you all so much for the comments! I am replying on the bottom of the video and adding more wonderful thinspo!

Replies to my little monsters- Good luck to camilla, thin is beauty, kristina, and starving artist for your fasts and thank you so much for the support! RubyLB- I really try to avoid food, stay out of the kitchen and tell myself the truth..if I eat I'll want more and most likely binge and get fat. I really try to focus on meeting my goal instead of my lack of food. Trinity- Thank you so much for that bit of info! it def helps in keeping my spirits up!

THINSPO TIME

Vlog-Fast day 5

DAY FIVE of THE FAST

Omg I made it to day five! without one nibble of food! Muahahaha YAY It was a terrible day because I got my period but I lost an inch off my tummy! Tomorrow starts the 100% fast where its pure zero calories for ten days! I'm 1/3 of the way through this girlies! I need more suppor than ever!!

THIN MOTIVATION? 

I THINK FUCK YES!

Fasting Video Blog #4

DAY FOUR! OMG thank all of you for the support, for those who left Q's in day 3's blog i addressed them in the video. Also check out my new pages! You wont be wasting time they are worth reading. :) So here it is beauties! Happy NEW YEARS! 2011 is gonna be strong and sexy thin :) xoxox

Love you all! Details will be going on the fasting page on the top! READ the how I feel about food page its amazing :)

Fasting Video Blog #3

Day three is nearly over!!! The video is here! Enjoy! Leave a comment on fasting questions and tell me what your New Years resolution is?!  I wanna know! Okey dokey Love and glitter ;) XOXOXO
-thanks for the compliments!



I wish you all the best in 2011. I know for those trying to recover you can do it, and for those striving for thin that 2011 is the year :) Be safe tonight and always little monsters. 

p.s-I'll see you next year bitches xoxoxo!!!!

Fasting Video Blog #2

Okay its day two... It went well I want tomorrow to be pure 0 cal drinks! I must have had 500 cals in liquids today! NO NO NO. Well here's the video I have some shout outs for you girls ;) Love ya stay strong!

Some new pics of me ;)

Fasting Video Blog #1

Alrighty little monsters! I made the video and I've fasted all day, day 1 of 15 is almost over! Here's the video blog and I'm posting a Fasting for Fifteen page on here to update in writing every day! Love you! Help me do this girls!



Fasting is God.

Thank all you little monsters for the comments :)
I know I owe you monsters a good post so here it is!

Christmas went great! It snowed 12 inches here! Which is fabulous because it gave me an excuse to go play in it and burn calories. Ty's mom was lovely :) I managed not to gain a single pound thanks to a heavy purge of mint Oreo s and milk and a shit ton of laxies. 

No pun intended.

 I'm getting better at running and soon I will be great at it. After running those couple of miles the other day I noticed my stomach is flatter! Oh shit, I almost forgot..about the title I think I'm going to do a huge fast I've been doing a couple two day ones lately and I did a five day one a few weeks ago I think I'm ready to up my thin game ;)  

IMPORTANT!

For those of you who've been following for a while you know that my longest fast was a little over 11 days and I lost like 17 lbs or something awesome like that. I REALLY want to do a 15 day fast. If I do it though I will do a video blog with it too. But if I do it and get to day 15 and its easier that I thought I'll do 30 days. And... I need everyone's help and motivation so tell me if you wanna be my support system?! So comment and let me know if I should do it and when to start? Vlog? Lemme know.

By the way if anyone wants to add me on facebook just lemme know ;) I'm thinking of making just a thin directed one ;) Here's some bad ass thinspo for you awesome little monsters. 

Big smooches! OXOXOXOX

THINSPO TIME!!

*And some personal pics from my winter break! :) Enjoy*

Christmas eve and Glitter

I know I post way too many blog posts with the word glitter in it. But... I can't help it I love glitter. The reason its in the post is because I just painted my nails and they are glittery! 

This will be short simple and to the point :)

Because I'm awesome and you're awesome.

-I'm negative 150 calories today. (Gym time!)

-My cheeks are sinking in again and my face is looking thin (yes!)

-Ty's mom will be here in two hours! Wish me luck on meeting her!!

-I wish you all a merry christmas.

My christmas dinner:

-Ham (low cal thank god)

-Sweet potatoes (low cal and fibery thank god again...)

-a slice of pumpkin bread

I'm hoping to keep today under 100 calories. Christmas is going to be around 800 I can already tell. I'm not worried because Tyler promised to take me to the gym on Monday for as long as I want. (three hours!) Besides I'm monster mashing with Tyler tonight so I'll be burning more cals lmao.

-Here is some lovely thinspo for you gorgeous little monsters!

Thinspo Time!

Kesha rules because glitter rules.

FML.. Fat Ass.

I tossed on my once lose size 7 hollister jeans...I mention hollister because they  are of few brands that use pure denim instead of spandexy shit...The legs are still loosy but I looked in the mirror and my ass had grown. I mean nicki minaj lookin shit... Nothing against NM but for me it's not fkn okay!

FML.

So I've had 500 ish calories to day..

Sip of coffee-5 cals
2 Red magic pills- 0 cals
Master Cleanse 25 cals
Special K bar- 90 cals
A lick of pumpkin batter- 100 cals
Oatmeal- 100 cals.

So it's obvious that I'm not eating anymore today.
I'm going jogging tonight untill my ass is gone. 5-10 miles seems like a good estimate.

Ty's mom is coming over tomorrow night so I've been baking...in preparation. Which means food in the house. Fuck.

I think I need to commit to running every fuckin day like a fat ass such as myself should.

I'm also drinking master cleanse all night tonight and tomorrow until his mom gets here then I'll nibble something. Once she leaves I'm master cleansing again. I love the taste of this crap.

Im so fkn huge.
So fkn fat.
I told ty today that I was so sorry that I was fat. And cried..no I bawled.

Size 5 is nice..its tight. I want size three.

I wanna be 34-24-35...I'm 35-25-37.5 EW
FML.